how i feel

sometimes i wonder who i am n y i am here in the first place. it feels like a part of me is missing n i cant go on. i feel so empty inside and jus want to cry. mi heart aches n the pain is so strong. its hard wen u cant be wit the one u love so much. i feel in complete wit out him. no matter how much mi friends try to keep me happy, he is the only one who really and truly understands what i am feeling and knows what to do. yah its fun to to mess around n do as u please. but that means nothing if your not wit him officially. he is the love of mi life, mi hubby, mi everything. wen he touches me, kisses me and caresses me, i jus melt. it almost like i forgot y i was sad or mad. i forget mi problems and block everyone else out. we are the only ones there and everything is okay and i am at peace wit mi self. i feel like wit out him i am nothing. it might sound crazy, but he is apart of me and i need him in mi life, right by mi side.